UPDATE: Forgiveness is a beautiful thing. And second chances. Stay tuned.
Today, Monday the 25th, I had the opportunity to interview one of the legends of the Japanese SM world.
And I blew it. I forgot the appointment.
I had been working on this for weeks. Thinking about it almost every day. Through a friend I found an excellent translator.
Yesterday I went to Hajime Kinoko's event. I wanted to get the info and pics up as soon as possible. I worked on it all night. During the night I think fatigue set in and I just wasn't thinking about the appointment.
By the time I woke up, it was too late.
Now I'm in "compensation" mode. The interview is off. How do I compensate people to whom I've caused all this trouble? That's what I'm trying to figure out right now.
I think I'm going to lay off blogging for awhile. Need time to think about all this. The purpose of this blog was to get this kind of information from Japan that's so hard to come by for us Westerners. But if I can't even remember a simple appointment...
That's what makes this fuck up of mine so painful.